I am not sure why, but I woke up to the idea of what if I could go back in time as myself. All my knowledge of now, put into my teenage body. How would that affect my life. I mean it would change everything. It is mind blowing to try and figure it out. Surface stuff, I would definitely do better in high school because I would have the confidence of a woman. Silly teenage drama wouldn't get to me, but then I never would have been put on the path I ended up on. As much as I hated parts of my life, they lead me to having my kids. So, kids aside, I would definitely be rich LOL hello investing in Yahoo, AOL, Google, AT&T, Apple, Amazon LOL I would never have to work. Changing me though would also potentially change my family's lives. My brother might not have gone into the military and gained all his confidence. My mom might have not gotten remarried. I might have even saved my dad's life. So many, endless what ifs with changing even a small part of the past. In bettering mine, I could ruin theirs. I guess it is a good thing we cannot go back in time. Our past makes us who we are, the good and the bad combined.
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