Choose to be Happy

 

          I don't know why, but sometimes I find myself feeling guilty for being happy or having a positive thought like I do not deserve it. That is the stupidest thing ever. Everybody deserves to be happy, even me. Maybe subconsciously it is to make others not feel even worse by comparing themselves to me being happy? 

         I have had others get jealous and upset at me just because my life seemed better than theirs, which is completely unfair. I work hard to make my life the way it is. I have earned my happiness. Nobody gave it to me. I have nobody supporting me, I am on my own, and everything I have accomplished I did on my own. Part of me wants to say my kids helped, but they were just my inspiration and cheering section, I still had to do everything LOL. So if I want to be happy, I need to let myself be happy, who cares what others might think.